A juror admitted he had reasonable doubt. Then he refused to act on it. That contradiction ended the Lindsay Clancy murder trial in a mistrial last week.

Three jurors, including the foreperson, told NBC10 Boston what happened inside the deliberation room. Their account is striking.

"He admitted he had reasonable doubt and I started filling out the forms, I was so excited," the foreperson said. Then the holdout reversed himself. He said he would not vote not guilty by reason of insanity. He would not explain why, according to the jurors who spoke out.

Clancy is a Massachusetts mother accused of killing her three young children in January 2023. She admitted to the killings. Her defense argued she was suffering from severe mental illness at the time. Prosecutors argued she was criminally responsible. No verdict was reached.

The foreperson wrote a note to the judge during deliberations. The note said one juror had expressed reasonable doubt but refused to agree to a verdict. The other jurors said the holdout would not consider the views of the rest of the panel.

In criminal law, reasonable doubt sets a high bar. If a juror genuinely has reasonable doubt, the law requires a not-guilty vote. The holdout said he had that doubt. Then he voted to hold out anyway, according to the foreperson.

NBC10 Boston tried to contact that juror. He had not responded.

A judge declared the mistrial after jurors said they were hopelessly deadlocked. Days of deliberations led nowhere.

Not guilty by reason of insanity does not mean walking free. A person found not guilty on those grounds is typically sent to a secure psychiatric facility, not prison. That is what the defense was seeking for Clancy.

Clancy's attorney has signaled he is open to a plea deal. He said he hopes the district attorney will "revisit" the case, according to reports. Prosecutors have not yet said whether they will seek a new trial.

This case raised hard questions about postpartum mental illness and how the legal system handles it. Those questions remain unanswered.

A retrial would mean a new jury hears all the evidence again. A deal could mean a very different outcome. Watch for the prosecutor's decision, which will shape what justice looks like in this case.